Feint Feigning

It's been two days since I left my college campus, and two days that I've been under attack.

I'm faltering. I'm weak.
I'm calling for You on the tips of my feet.
I want to see You, I want to feel You,

I want to know that this will pass.

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I want to know that this will pass.

I want to know that I won't succumb, that I can overcome these jealous pangs and scornful screams. I want to know that I'm capable of compassion and able to love.

I can overstep my boundaries --
That hold me, imprison me in a secular society.

I can compromise myself for You.
But can I surrender it all in Your name?

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The idle mind is the devil's workshop.
And I can feel him tinkering away.